Hold The Anchovies
July 5th.
I woke up with Memories by David Guetta & Kid Cudi playing in my head.
The latest I’ve woken up in quite some time. Five after eight.
Went for a bike ride and couldn’t stop noticing how the greens seemed so much greener, the blues so much bluer. There were butterflies, I could smell the flowers, the clouds were properly pillowy…
Even now as I write this, I stare out the window and notice…
A difference.
I feel like I pay enough attention to discern a difference in the …
life force that exists in reality.
It doesn’t feel like a difference in the seasons.
Not a spring vs summer deal.
What’s visible in the environment seems to … penetrate deep into … the realm
It’s odd.
But I would like to venture deeper into this world as it …
Seems like a good place to be.
It feels ..
fertile, nurturing.
Today marks eight weeks sober.
Eight weeks ago… Moon in Pisces as it is today.
Mother’s Day.
Naturally, the card pulled today was the Empress.
I didn’t pull in the morning as I’d been doing for the past …
110 days…
For some reason it felt more appropriate to pull later in the evening.
I come back to waking up with Duckworth stuck in my head a few days ago
“What happens on earth stays on earth, we gon put it in reverse.”