Left with the Cow
June 20th, 2026.
Waxing Crescent in Virgo.
Spring comes to an end.
42 days sober.
Father’s Day tomorrow.
I’m waiting for a boule to finish baking, then I’m going to bed.
Feeling musically inspired again.
Strong on the bike, although the bike needs some love.
I have no complaints.
Nothing weighing heavy on my mind today.
Satisfied.
Revisiting some of the writing I’ve done throughout Spring, I find this piece from March 28th to be a fitting bookend to this season I’ve had.
“There’s some incredible nesting of stories within stories within reality.
The ancestors have desires for you and if you become close with them they can pull some ties in your favor.
Think about that.
There are things that you’re pulled to in your life because an energy from the past or future dictates its necessary for the lineage.
For the timeline.
Seeking freedom.
The descendants of slavery waging the difference between freedom from shackles, freedom from debt, freedom from any sort of system put in place.
This is freer… but is it free enough?
I could only imagine that if I feel like I have to question it, it isn’t free enough.
God would want me to have utmost freedom.
No compromises.
Faith.
You can follow faith to freedom.
There’s still lessons that have to be learned in order for you to contribute to the knowledge base.
New ways to map.
All leading back to freedom via faith.”
Happy Solstice. Happy Father’s Day.
God bless.
“I came for the steak but I left with the cow.”
Wise words from Mac Miller.
It’s 2:03 in the morning, I’m eating a provolone, mesquite turkey, and pickled onion quesadilla with habanero hot sauce. A coke would be outstanding but I’m without.
I guess it’s spring now. Or in a few hours.
And I do want to go to sleep, but I want to make note of three things to discuss in the morning. I know the thoughts will evolve or fleet by then but…
1- Leaving with the cow
2-
3- Leaving with the cow is important, the second bullet is as well but I can’t begin to define it
I begin to progress along in this journey.
I discussed with Delta my intentions over the next couple of … however long.
Few will ever understand how lucky I am to have her company.